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9th May 2011

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Just the 3 of us.

We barely speak to each other. And if we do, it’s yelling and fighting and then more yelling. Could I even imagine having the four of us? It was too long ago to even say there was EVER the four of us. Having an all girl family is tough when we’re all pretty much stubborn and dramatic. I guess I lost my vision of what family is. I gotten so blind behind this wall of love between my boyfriend and I that I shook off everything else that is important. It looks bad, and in fact it is. It’s horrible. How could I do such a thing. I’ll admit, I messed up. But it’s my mistake that I got to fix. I made my mom feel basically like crap, like she wasn’t even important. I’m so in love that I forget how much she actually watches me be with him day by day so happily when she has no one to be happy with. They say all a mother needs is her kids but sometimes I think thats not enough. They need the love and the comfort of their husband. They need them to bring them flowers randomly and sleep next to them at night so they won’t be lonely. But I’m so careless. I do whatever I want, I go out when I want and come home whenever I want and I’m not even thinking what my mom is thinking. Everyday my mom and I don’t talk is days I’ll never get back. I already lost my dad, I can’t lose her too.

I need to set my priorities straight.

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